Teaser?

So you've heard the saying about bad things, right? How they come in threes? Well what if they never stop happening? I feel like the universe is laughing as it's kicking me repeatedly until I'm raw. I don't want this blog to be about this so I'm keeping this post brief. Have you ever been stuck in one of those ruts where nothing, and I mean nothing goes right? That's me right now. Whatever hell this is I would like to soon find my way out of it. I'm a Christian and I have been praying but beginning to think I'm praying for the wrong thing. Maybe instead of asking God to help me find a way to fix this or that I should be asking him for the strength to get through this mess. It can't stay like this forever, right? I want to believe that, but as a pessimist (yes I openly admit that) that is not easy to do!

I would surely like to pick God's brain, wouldn't you? So many questions for him, but when my time comes to meet him I won't care about those questions anymore. Everything you go through has some purpose, right? I don't know what it is. I had some minor health issues - yes minor, but still annoying. I felt like my body was falling apart and now my car is falling apart and my laptop, for which I have a love-hate relationship with, is also falling apart and could literally die at any moment - the list goes on. I know these are minor in comparison to what others suffer with but it's still hard to get through. All these things falling apart costs money. Money, a necessary evil, just like my laptop, and frankly my car.

When life won't throw you a bone don't you just feel like doing something crazy? Maybe something you never did or something out of your character, something others wouldn't expect? I'm about at that point. Stay tuned because you're bound to hear about it!